Chapter IV. Awareness and its Lower Form
Devotee: Swami, last month You said something about awareness (chit), and You were pleased to say that You
would explain more about it this month. Since then, I have been counting the passing days in order that I may
know about it from You. The day has come at last. Please tell me about it.
Swami: Have you understood what has been told so far? Understanding does not mean mere mugging up! By
practice and experience, have you realised in thought, word, and deed, and with full equanimity, the true nature
of the world, that the world is unreal?
Devotee: It is only by understanding that, isn’t it, Swami, that one can be ever immersed in thoughts of Sai, the
Lord, giving up all other activities and duties? Had I not understood that much, I would have wasted this precious
time.
Swami: Good, my dear boy! How sad the farmer would be if the seeds he planted didn’t sprout and yield a harvest! So too, if the seeds of true wisdom that I sow do not come up as good saplings and give good harvest, I am
affected. On the other hand, if they grow well and fructify into a harvest of bliss (ananda), how happy I am! That
is My food.
This is the selfless service (seva) you should do to me. There is nothing higher than this. Without flinging away the good and true words, spoken for your sake, if you practise them and derive joy from them, the
essence of that joy is my food.
If you thus act according to My words and put them into practice, I will gladly tell
you more, whatever may be the number of things you ask. When what is said is allowed to deteriorate without
being put into use, if people come and ask me to speak and speak again, what is to be said? If all start practising,
as you are doing, the world will not have any troubles; untruth will not manifest itself.
Devotee: Swami! The Lord’s grace is the basic need in order to practise the divine words, just as for everything
else. Without that, nothing can happen. It is ever present, as You said. Just as the Sun is hidden by fog, grace can
be obstructed by the darkness of “I” and “mine”. But these can be overcome by practice and discipline. That is
why, if we understand well the meaning of what we hear and follow, it is so easy. This is my experience; I don’t
know of others.
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Devotee: Swami, we are like lumps of iron; the Lord is like the magnet. Both are related to each other. But if that
lump of iron has to be changed into an article of use in God’s hands, it has to be heated in the fire of anxiety and
beaten by the hammer of pain, so that it may obey and respond. So, in order to shape lumps of iron like us into
instruments, You have to take much trouble. You have said that this is Your mission. Now, please tell me about
awareness (chit), which you mentioned last month.
Swami: Yes. Awareness has another name: pure consciousness (suddha sathwa). It is as opposed to the impure
consciousness as knowledge (vidya) is to ignorance (a-vidya). Impure consciousness is inherent in the pure as
much as darkness is inherent in light.
Since many words are spoken, don’t get confused my dear boy! Knowledge-ignorance, wisdom-stupidity
(jnana-ajnana), pure-impure consciousness —all indicate the same idea, not different ones. I shall ask you an-
other question. Have you heard the word that is the opposite of “nature (prakriti)”?