Verse 21
पुनरपि जननं पुनरपि
मरणं पुनरपि जननीजठरे
शयनम् ।
इह संसारे बहुदुस्तारे कृपयाऽपारे पाहि मुरारे ॥ २१॥
punarapi jananaṁ punarapi maraṇaṁ
punarapi jananī jaṭhare śayanam,
iha saṁsāre bahudusāre
kṛpayā’pāre pāhi murāre
Being born again, dying again, and again lying
in the mother’s womb; this saṁsāra is
extremely difficult to cross over. Save me, O destroyer of Mura, through your infinite compassion.
The topic of Liberation, which popped up its head in the last verse, is here
taken up for its full definition and explanation. From “a little of everything”
we have leaped “into the Infinite”!
Punarapi:“again and again; unending”.
This is in the context of a seemingly unending cycle
of births and deaths.
In Hindu religion, this is explained through
the theory of Karma which bases on the theory of incarnation, i.e., Death-Re
birth-Death cycle of human beings.
Without getting into the detail of this Karma
theory, Author reproduces the flow of Karma which is given under the theme MBCA
(Manas, Buddhi, Chitta, Ahankara) in this blog.
From
the second flow, it is seen that after KARMA, the last in the flow, the cycle
goes back to where it started, CHITTA and then this cycle keeps continuing in
each birth of man.
The escape from such a repetitive,
meaningless cycle of existence is called Liberation.
Jananee Jathare: “in the mother’s womb”.
It is a very apt symbol in that it carries with it the sense of all the pain the mother experiences, and the suffocation the child undergoes during the process of birth.
By describing our imprisonment in this painful manner, the poet implants in our minds the value and desirability of striving for Liberation from it.
Shayanam: “lying”.
The word strongly suggests the stagnation of
the soul’s growth when it is immersed in the repetitive round of births and
death, with no end to the cycle in sight. It is as good as “sleeping” all the
while.
Samsaare:
This is a vital line of the verse. All the
painfulness, hardships, sufferings, pangs of an existence in ignorance of our
real identity is contained in the word, Samsara.
Samsara has been clearly explained in an
earlier verse under the current theme.
Desires bind us to SAMSARA. This is also
clearly depicted in the diagram on Karma given above.
There is a story in the Yogavāsiṣṭa, which illustrates this. A man was being chased by a tiger and was
running for his life. He found a well and not knowing where to go, plunged into
it. Fortunately for him, some roots of a tree had grown through the wall in the
middle of the well.
He grabbed hold of the roots and managed not to fall into the water. As he hung there, he looked up and saw the tiger. He looked down, and below him was a snake in the water, waiting for him. Then he saw that there were two rats among the roots. The rats were gnawing away at the very root from which he was hanging. At that time, there was a honeycomb on a tree above the well, from which honey was dripping slowly.
He grabbed hold of the roots and managed not to fall into the water. As he hung there, he looked up and saw the tiger. He looked down, and below him was a snake in the water, waiting for him. Then he saw that there were two rats among the roots. The rats were gnawing away at the very root from which he was hanging. At that time, there was a honeycomb on a tree above the well, from which honey was dripping slowly.
The story goes, that this person who was
hanging for dear life, stretched out to catch a falling drop of honey in his
mouth. Thus, even in the midst of tremendous fear, this little drop of honey
caused him to go on. Such pessimistic pictures are given only in order to make
us understand certain realities of life.
The most important thing to teach one in a
situation like this is make him feel that remaining in prison is not
acceptable; that one can and has to escape from it somehow. Before one can
teach the method of escape to a student, he has to first of all ensure that the
student feels the need for it in his very blood.
The last line states the two most
essential qualities that free us from the cycle of births and death – an
intense yearning or calling for God, and the Grace of God.
i) Paahi Muraare: “Save me, O
Lord, through Thy infinite kindness, from this fire of Samsara!” There is a
burning desire to be freed or liberated from this perpetual cycle of births and
deaths or Samsara, as it is called. This burning desire is named Mumukshutwa.
Every spiritual aspirant is driven by Mumukshutwa to continue his Sadhana which
culminates in Liberation.
So, “Paahi” is the most sincere efforts
combined with prayers to Murari, the Lord, to kindle the fire of
Mumukshatva, intense craving for breaking the clutches/ chain of Samsara and to
get free!!!
ii) Kripayaa: “by Thy
infinite Grace”. Yearning for God is the fuel; the spark that sets it off is
the Lord’s Grace which fires the soul’s search for freedom. Grace often
comes in the form of a spiritual Master or Guru whose teaching is the
spark that sets us alight.
Grace provides the motive power which
sustains the quest to the very end.
Thus, we see in this line that a strong faith
in the Grace of the Lord, and a strong devotional yearning spirit are both
essential for success.
Earning for grace is not to be construed like
a beggar crying out to the lord in desperation, with his bowl extended for the
lord to just come and place the morsel of liberation on his bowl.
Let us assume that the “Paahi’ prayer is
granted after the lord, satisfied by the sincere efforts of the disciple (in
practicing the initial 3 qualifications, Viveka, Vairagya and Shad Sampath) , blesses the disciple / Spiritual aspirant to bring out
the fire of Mumukshatva which is already built up within the disciple after he
has succeeded in the earlier 3 qualifications.
Once this is through, then, the student’s
sadhana starts in the backdrop of the fire of his mumukshatva.
Grace or Kripaya referred in this verse is
then the deservingness of the disciple and not only the alms granted by the
Lord. When the disciple / sadhaka has passed years in his intense sadhana
and has reached the ripe stage for attaining the liberation, the disciple and
the Lord face each other and in the penultimate encounter with the Lord, GRACE
does and must flow from the Lord and the Lord holds the disciple with His
invisible hands and makes the disciple cross the last step in this samsara to
reach the abode of supreme peace, Prashanti, where the sadhaka is no
more a sadhaka but he has seen / experienced the truth, crossed the ocean of
samsara and has freed himself from the cycle of "punarapi jananam
punarapi maranam".
Lord is there only to shower His grace, the
acharya is there only to give all that He has got, to his disciple. It is the
disciple who has to reach the stage through his absorption and practice of his Acharya’s
instructions sincerely and deserve and earn that Grace which the Lord is eager
to grant to such deserving sadhaka!
Love.