Verse 30
अहमपेतकं निजविभानकम् |
महदिदं तपो रमणवागियम् || ३० ||
ahamapetakaṁ nijavibhānakam |
mahadidaṁ tapo ramaṇavāgiyam || 30 ||
Free from “I,” the innate
Light,
This is great tapas; this is
the saying of Ramana.
Before even getting into a brief commentary on this verse, the
author or this humble soul, with utmost reverence, is reproducing extract from Jnana
Vahini, emerged from the God, the Guide, the Supreme
Sadhguru, the Poorna Avatar, my Master, Bhagawan Baba.
"All agitations will cease the moment one enters on the inquiry,
"Who am I"? This was the Sadhana that Ramana Maharshi achieved and
taught to His disciples. That is also the easiest of all the disciplines.
First, there must be the Subhechchaa, the desire to promote one's own
welfare. This will lead to the study of books about Brahmam and its principles,
the search for the company of the good, the withdrawal from sensory pleasure
and the thirst for liberation.
Even the Mahaavaakya, "Aham Brahmaasmi", has a trace of
ignorance sticking on to it, the Aham, considered as separate but identical.
This Aham is so persistent that it will disappear only through ceaseless
meditation on the implications of "Tatwamasi" and all-inclusive Atma
or Brahmam.
The springs of egoism etc., arise from ignorance of the Basic Truth.
When knowledge of the Atma dawns, ignorance with its brood of worry and misery
will vanish. The mark of the Jnani is the absence of egoism, the extinction of
desire, the feeling of equal Love for all without any distinction. These are
the fundamentals of Atmajnana."
The author of this blog is filled with such inexpressible inner feeling
even while he quotes his Swami above that he feels the whole commentary of all
the 30 verses is over with the above quotes from Jnana vahini.
In this verse, Maharshi does not mean the name and form of Ramana
Maharshi who has written the work – but He says that Ramana is the Self which
has spoken about Itself.
The verse has 3 components and let us re-arrange the three to arrive at
the essence as well as the sequence of spiritual sadhana.
1) Mahad Idam Tapo - Through self-enquiry (the reading of this work and intense tapas on the
same).
2) Aham Apethakam - Devoid of Ahamkara (the tapas or the self enquiry has to be taken
without Ahamkara and ultimately, the practice of this work results in
annihilation of Ahamkara).
3) Nija Vibhanakam - Self shines on its own.
Let us get further into the above three in
the next and the concluding post of Upadesa Saram.
Continued...
Continued...
Love.