Sairam All,
Glimpses from Chapter 18 in Ashtavakra Gita wherein you will be experiencing an altogether different realm. Here the BMI represents the dry leaf parting from a tree (SELF) due to the winds (Vasanas/Prarabdha).
Seated in front of the Lord in complete silence, please hear this exposition and drench yourself in the perennial flow of absolute Consciousness.
Love.