The Atma is always content and blissful. To
you, one thing appears more attractive than another and so this sensual
attachment and affection are the results of delusion and desire.
The attachment to the Atma will not undergo
any modifications; even when the senses and the body fall, the Atma will remain
and infuse bliss. It is unlimited and indestructible. Everyone has attachment
to the Self, or Atma.
It is of the nature of Paramananda. For this
reason, it is also described as of the nature of Sat, Chit and Ananda.
Are these three the characteristics or
qualities of the Atma? Or are they its essence, its nature? A doubt of this
type may arise. Redness, heat and splendor are the nature of Fire, not its
attributes. Atma, too, in the same manner, has Sat, Chit and Ananda as its very
nature. Liquidity, coldness and taste are of the very nature of Water; yet,
water everywhere is the same, not diverse.
(Author's note - Swami clarifies here that Sat-chit-ananda is not the characteristic of Atman like we describe all other objects in this world with their characteristic but sat-chit-ananda is the very nature of Atman, not mere attributes of Atman)
The Eternal Knower - Chaitanya
Atma is Chit and all else is jada. Atma alone
can know, nothing else is capable of knowing; and Atma knows that all else is
Atma. Can the pot know the Akasa inside it?
Though it does not know, the Akasa is there
all the same. But the Atma in man knows even the inert that is of the senses.
Thus, the body, the house, the field, the village, the country, are all
"known"; so too, the unseen items like heaven etc., are 'understood'.
In dream, though one experiences
multiplicity, one knows that they are unreal creations of one's own mind; this
is clear to the witness of the dream. Similarly, the experience of the waking
stage also is a mental picture, at the most.
Some people declare that they have had
Realization! How can it be taken as true? When according to the statement,
"Aham Brahmaasmi", one understands that "I am Brahman", the
Jivi who is the 'I' is a mutable entity, a Vikari. How can he possibly grasp
it? A destitute cannot realize that he is a monarch; so too, a mutable entity
like man cannot grasp the immutable Brahman or posit that he is Brahman.
(Author’s note - In the last
para, what Swami is revealing? He is drawing our attention between idam and
aham which we understood in Upadesa Saram, He is teaching us the
difference between Aham which is pure and Ahankara which is Ego.
So, till the time one exists
as pure Aham or Sat-chit-ananda, he cannot say that he has realized SELF /
Brahman. And, when one actually roars that he has attained realization, then,
there is no thought, no mind, no ego involved there. Such a roar is from and as
the source and not from the Jiva.
How is that roar??
Janaka reveals about His… ne... THAT state,
in Ashtavakra Gita when He says,
aho ahaṁ namo mahyaṁ
vināśo yasya nāsti me
brahmādistaṁbaparyantaṁ
jagannāśo’pi tiṣṭhataḥ
How wonderful am I! Adoration to myself, who knows no destruction, surviving even beyond the destruction of the entire world from Brahma down to a clump of clay.
aho ahaṁ namo mahyaṁ
eko’haṁ dehavānapi
kvacinna gantā nāgantā
vyāpya viśvamavasthitaḥ
Wonderful am I! Glory to myself who, though with a body, am One, who neither goes anywhere nor comes from anywhere but abide forever, pervading the Universe.
aho ahaṁ namo mahyaṁ
dakṣo nāstīha matsamaḥ
asaṁspṛśya śarīreṇa yena
viśvaṁ ciraṁ dhṛtam
Wonderful am I! I bow down to myself! There is no one so clever as I, who is bearing the Universe for all eternity without even touching it with my body!
aho ahaṁ namo mahyaṁ
yasya me nāsti kiṁcana
athavā yasya me sarvaṁ
yad vāṅmanasagocaram
yad vāṅmanasagocaram
Wonderful am I! I bow down to
myself! I who possess nothing at all or possess everything that is thought or
spoken of.
It has to be known clearly that all along when Janaka says "I
am" in the above verses, the I referred is beyond his body,
mind, intellect, vasanas, senses. It is the Pure SELF, SAT-CHIT-ANANDA
which is the very nature of "I" when Janaka roars - "How wonderful AM
I".
Love .