Friday, November 23, 2018

Bhaja Govindam - Post 13


Verse 12

दिनयामिन्यौ सायं प्रातः शिशिरवसन्तौ पुनरायातः
कालः क्रीडति गच्छत्यायु स्तदपि मुञ्चत्याशावायुः १२॥

dinayāminyau sāya prāta
śiśiravasantau punarāyāta,
kāla krīati gacchatyāyu
tadapi na muncatyāśāvāyu.

Day and night, dusk and dawn, winter and spring come and go again. Time sports and life ebbs away, and yet the gust of desire never leaves (us).

When Sun rises in the east, day starts; when sun sets in the west, night starts; days and nights are thus passing away one after the other incessantly.

One period starts winter; another period starts spring time; they too are coming and passing away incessantly.

Some wise men call it the Kaala chakra, the wheel of time.

In the wheel of time, days and nights, winters and springs are passing away and coming back again and again. In the endless flow of time, your life time is passing away, almost unnoticed, and we do not know what awaits us on the other side of death.

Are we conscious of that, which can carry us through these life tides successfully?

Similarly, wants are infinite. As each want is satisfied, another takes its place…

Life thus goes on as an endless stream of wants and desires.


Can we avoid desires altogether? No. It is neither feasible, while in this body nor even required.

Know their nature; Stay in control; Stay as their master; not as their slave.

Every time we experience joy, we must realize that sorrow is just around the corner in pursuit. This cycle is also never-ending – it lasts as long as we are trapped in the birth and death cycle.

In childhood, author read a line somewhere, “Life is like a pendulum, betwixt a tear and a smile”.

Even when the pendulum of a wall clock swings to the right side, we are sure that it is bound to now swing to the left side.

Exactly in the same manner, life teaches us time and again that any joy is short lived in life and it is followed by sorrow. 

Why worldly joy is short lived??

The answer is simple. All joy derived in world are in essence limited by/ subject to the following:-

A particular location/ environment – DESA

A particular time – KALA

A particular object/ set of objects – VASTU

And, if we observe, all the three – Desa, Kala, Vastu - by their definition, keep on changing.

So, any experience derived from anything in this world which are limited by Desa, Kala, Vastu - is bound to be short lived because, they themselves are subject to changes and are not eternal.

Readers can close their eyes and think of any best experience / joy, they derived in their lifetime. They will realize that the joy experienced was in a particular place / environment, in a particular time frame / phase in life and derived due to their association with some object(s). Even human beings and their relationships also get covered in object.

ETERNAL JOY

Merger with God in the path of devotion 

and 

Living in the light of knowledge and discovery of our true nature of spirit in the path of Jnana 

These two inner experiences can only give us eternal joy as both God and SELF are one with just two different expressions and most important, God with form with whom we have to merge or Formless Brahman to be discovered within us as SELF / Atman - only these experiences are NOT subject to the limitation of DESA, KALA and VASTU as explained above.

Love.




Thursday, November 22, 2018

Bhaja Govindam - Post 12


Verse 11



मा कुरु धनजनयौवनगर्वं हरति निमेषात्कालः सर्वम् मायामयमिदमखिलं हित्वा ब्रह्मपदं त्वं प्रविश विदित्वा॥ ११॥

mā kuru dhana jana yauvana garva
harati nimeātkāla sarvam,

māyāmayamidamakhila hitvā
brahmapada tva praviśa viditvā.

(Do not take pride in wealth, friends and youth. Time takes away all these in the blink of an eye. Free yourself from the illusion of the world of māyā and may you know the abode of Brahman and enter it.)

Dhana, Jana and Yauvana: These three are perhaps the gross manifestations or props of man’s ego - wealth, fame and desire; or Kanchana, Keerthi and Kama.


These three are the classical obstacles to all spiritual endeavor. They represent the very opposite of spiritual life. They cannot co-exist with spiritual Sadhana. 


WEALTH is the First: Earning, safeguarding and using enormous wealth gives people a false sense of greatness. But, money does not accompany you when your time to go comes. Money does not accompany you even when you are alive. It can go from you any time and it anyway goes from you, when the time comes for you to go.


FAMILY & FOLLOWERS is the second: People boast of being leaders. You may be proud to have a big family, large number of followers etc., who sing your praise often. But, time either takes them all away from you or takes you away from them all.


Extract of a post from Narada Bhakti Sutras is repeated below:


A poet wrote:


"Veedu varai uravu, Veedi varai manaivi, Kaadu varai pillai, Kadaisi varai  yaro".


(When a man  dies and his body lies there and is about to be taken for cremation, family members cry at home, sit for sometime and leave, the wife cries and walks up to the end of the street and no further, son goes up to the forest, performs the cremation rites, lits up fire for the body to burn and then returns, he does not even wait for the body to  burn fully, as it will take few hours, so, who is there for a man till the last? 

(Here, last is to be construed as, till he attains moksha and reaches and merges with God, in some birth)


However, realizing the futility of this world with all its limitation, when we look towards the almighty God, He blesses us and assures,





"I will protect you like the eyelids protect the eyes"

Only God is qualified to assure us that He will protect us because He is not the support for one or two or few or many but he is "JAGAT ASHRAYA", the ONLY support for the entire universe!!!”


YOUTHFUL VIGOUR is the third: A little more strength or a little more beauty makes people feel much bigger and greater (than others) in their own eyes and possibly in the eyes of equally unknowing people.


But even as they are feeling bigger, stronger and more beautiful, their strength and beauty are being sapped away by the passage of time.


All these are the play of Maya; they are illusions. They are given to you; and taken away from you by time, in moments. You don’t know when these are sapped away from you. The play of time on you creates big illusions in you.


It is never said – that these are useless or unnecessary for life. They all may be useful and needed for life. But, know that they come and they go. They are not permanent. Do not be proud of possessing them. When you do become proud, you are not possessing them; they are possessing you. They have enslaved you.



Brahmapada tva praviśa viditvā

May you know the abode of  Brahman and enter it!!


Aho..! The power and the mesmerizing impact of this one line, this one expression, only those who had taken up the path of experiencing Brahman with mumukshatva (craving for realizing the TRUTH) can actually realize. 


This one expression can leave a fired up sincere spiritual aspirant / seeker in ecstasy for hours together.  

Sankara did not bless a sadhaka saying “May you know the Brahman”. 


He adds, “….and enter it”!!


We can know about the location, about the daily program, about the grandeur of Swami’s Birthday program etc., by reading about Prashanti Nilayam, through devotees sharing their experience of being in the abode of peace, Prashanti Nilayam.


All these are not even half-way through in our spiritual experience.


We need to travel to Bangalore, take a cab, drive through the highway, enter into the “Sathya Sai Taluk” gate, pass through Super Specialty hospital building, Airport building, College and hostel buildings, music collage etc., cross the bus station, park our car, take up a suitable accommodation and then.., in the next 2 days, attend the Bhajan program and then the Birthday program, feel the divine aura of Swami enveloping us wholly while seated in the hall, transcend even that hall, those soulful bhajan rendering and reach or at least get a glimpse of that inner SELF!


The entire travel described above is our spiritual journey. The guide posts from airport right up to Puttaparthi which we keep seeing and traveling are the spiritual sessions given by our Guru / Acharya. 

Sitting in the hall is our “mananam and nidhidhyasanam, contemplation on all the teachings of our preceptor, the final glimpse of SELF is the "ENTERING THE ABODE OF BRAHMAN", by Sankara.


And, 


In that blissful, eternal state of Brahman, all your suffering and delusions come to a permanent end. They don’t touch you anymore!


Love.


Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Bhaja Govindam - Post 11

Verse 10

वयसि गते कः कामविकारः शुष्के नीरे कः कासारः ।
क्षीणे वित्ते कः परिवारः ज्ञाते तत्त्वे कः संसारः ॥ १०॥

Vayasigate ka
kāmavikāra
śuke nīre ka kāsāra,
kīevitte ka parivāra
jnāte tattve ka sasāra.

(What good is lust when youth has fled? Where is the lake when the water has dried up? Where is the retinue when the wealth is gone? When the Truth is realized, where is sasāra?)

Vayasigate ka kāmavikāra

Vayas is age, and vayasigate means the passage of youth. 

Kāmavikāra is the expression of lust in the human body. How can there be an expression of lust in the body when youthfulness is no more? 

There cannot be lust when youthfulness is spent because youthfulness is a cause, and the expression of lust, an effect. The idea is that when the cause is gone, the effect cannot remain.

śuke nīre ka kāsāraKāsāra is a body of water, a pond or a lake. We call it a pond or lake only when it is filled with water. When the water has dried up, śuke nīre, where is the pond or the lake, ka kāsāra? You can see this happen in India where, in the heat of summer, the water in the rivers and lakes is reduced to a trickle. 


Kīevitte ka parivāraVitta is wealth. Kīevitte, after the wealth is exhausted, ka parivāra, where is the family or retinue? There are people around you only when you have something to offer them or when they have something to gain from you.

When your wealth is no more where are the followers? Wealth here means money or power, position, or some skill. Only as long as these things are there, will people look up to you or follow you. When the cause is no more, the effect is no longer there as well.

Sankara has so far given the following cause and effect expression in this verse. Youth is the cause and lust is the effect

Water is the cause and lake is the effect.

Wealth is the cause and retinue/followers is the effect.

Going by the above flow, we would expect that Samsara is the cause and lack of peace is the effect.

But in the last expression, Sankara turns the table and takes us to the most positive expression by saying, when you have realized SELF, there can be no Samsara!!!!

Jnāte tattve ka sasāra. This is the most important segment of the verse. We are all interested in becoming free from sasāra.

What is sasāraSamyak sarati asmin iti sasāra.

The word sasāra is made up of sa and sāra. The word sāra is derived from sr̥, to move. Sarati is the one who moves. Sam comes from samyak, meaning constant. sasāra – samyak sāra, that in which there is constant movement.

What kind of motion is this?
It is motion from one birth to another, from one situation to another, one accomplishment to another, and one becoming to another. Man is always trying to become something. This life of becoming is called sasāra.

Why does this complex (dissatisfaction with his present condition / situation) arise in the human being? It arises out of self non-acceptance. We torture ourselves because of our various complexes, most of which result in self-rejection. In fact, there is a constant battle going on within us; we don’t require a battle outside. That is sasāra.

What is this freedom from sasāra that we seek? It is nothing but freedom from this sense of self non-acceptance or self-rejection, freedom from the need to become something. In reality, the only freedom that we have to acquire is inner freedom, a freedom from the compulsion within, that I must change.

Śrī Śakarācārya says, Jnāte tattve ka sasāra

When the tattva or truth is known, where is the sasāra? What is this truth?

It is the truth of the Self. It means that my self-non-acceptance or self-rejection is there because I do not know the truth of myself. It is not only ignorance, but a false notion or a misconception about my own self that brings this about.

Where does it arise from?

It arises from an ignorance of my own self, a self-ignorance that results in self non-acceptance. I do not know who I am. 

Am I this body?
If I am, I can never become an acceptable self because this body can never fulfill my expectations regardless of what I do with it.

Am I this mind?
This mind is also a limited equipment and I can never be fully satisfied with this mind either.

Am I, then, this intellect?
This intellect is also a limited entity, and therefore, I can never be satisfied even with this intellect.

I am never fully satisfied with my knowledge, with my wisdom, or with my understanding. Therefore, as long as I take myself to be this body, I can only see myself as a limited being suffering from all kinds of limitations and deficiencies.

Jnāte tattve. What is the tattva or truth of my Self?

The truth is that I am a person, a conscious being without any attributes, strengths or limitations attached, simple, pure, and beautiful. 

When I am happy with myself, I find myself happy with everyone else. When I find myself rejecting things in the outer world, I must know that it is a result of a rejection of myself, a discomfort with myself. That discomfort with myself goes when I discover my own beauty.

When the tattva or truth of life is known, where is sasāra?

Thus, to become free from sasāra, you should eliminate ignorance, the cause of sasāra. When the ignorance is gone, sasāra can no longer be there. 

In Vedanta, a story of 10 persons is the most often referred story to bring about the ignorance and then to describe what happens when the ignorance is removed.

There are 10 persons who are playing on the sea shore, swimming there and playing.

When they get tired and come out and reach the shore, one of them says, “I think we are missing one friend somehow, I counted the number and I find only 9 are there and the 10this missing”.

Like this, each one of them count the heads and they are gripped by grief of missing one dear friend who has apparently got drowned while swimming.

A passer-by, an old wise man observes them and understands their problem.

He asks one of them to count the heads and once that person counts all other nine persons, the wise man takes that person’s fingers, points out the finger to that person’s heart and says, “Here is the 10th person’.

Now, all of them are happy that they have found the 10th missing person!!!

The wise man here is the acharya to whom disciple walks up and prays, “teach me the truth” almost in every Upanishad.

All the nine head counts which each one of them were doing are the body, mind, intellect, this creation, which are not our true identity. Only counting the nine heads is our ignorance in believing that we are the body, we are the mind, we are the intellect, this creation is true!

The 10thhead counted by pointing out to one’s own self is the REAL SELF, THE ATMAN, which is the true identity.

The happiness on discovery of the 10thperson is the Bliss experienced on realization of the Atman, our own SELF.

On experiencing SELF, ignorance is gone exactly as the 9  friends are relieved and are happy on discovery of the 10 th person.

Here, it is “Discovery” and not a fresh invention or a new finding because the 10thperson is always there, i.e., YOU ARE ALWAYS THE TRUE SELF / GOD EVER. 

The entire sadhana is not to get a grand revelation of   something new but it is a travel from yourself to yourself, from your ignorance that you are your limited body mind, to your true identity that you are the SELF.

That is why, Taittriya Upanishad uses the expression, “Discovering the truth of Brahman as Sathyam, Jnanam and Anantham IN THE CAVE OF ONE’S HEART”. 

It does not say, getting the truth of Brahman by looking at the high heavens. The truth is within our heart, whether it is Jnana of SELF or whether it is experiencing the Hrdayanivasi SAI / KRISHNA in pour heart in the path of devotion.

O man, with the path so clear, why delay further?


Love.