Jiva-In search of freedom
Dear All,
We dealt with Jiva, Jagath, Iswara, Bondage,
Moksha and Sadhana path.
We will take these 6 as the basis for dealing
with Vedantha in detail in the upcoming posts. The sequence of these 6 factors
may change but we will begin with WE, THE JIVA.
Jiva, in
search of perfection / completion / fulfillment.
As a child
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Even as we enter this world, we are held
upside down and are given a smart slap on our back and we squeal. We
have now become separated from our mother and are totally exposed to the
world that we have never experienced before. Our eyes are yet to open and we
can only lie on our back and move our hands and
feet. We begin our life in this world in a state of complete helplessness!
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We have no sense of time and are
not concerned as to what would happen next or whether the next feed would
come or not. As we are adequately taken care of, we keep growing physically and mentally.
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After two months, we start becoming
aware of our main caretaker and are able to make eye contact with her and
smile. We start developing attachment to that person. By seven or eight
months, we clearly differentiate all our caretakers from other persons and
feel distanced from the latter.
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When we are two years old, we learn to
use the language and are able to articulate. At this stage, we
recognise the I-notion only with reference to ourselves and do not yet
know that others also have a similar I- notion about themselves. Only when we
start playing with others, we come to know that they are also “I” to
themselves.
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This revelation disturbs us,
as we begin looking upon ourselves as one “I” amidst the numerous “I”s.
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Unfortunately, as we grow, we find that our mother
is not always available when we need her. As for
our father, we find that he is generally not available for us.
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Even though we initially blame ourselves for
discovering their limitations, our trust in them gets undermined.
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We soon realize that there is no one whom we
can readily approach when problems arise and be sure that they would be taken
care of.
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Even when we become adults and keep advancing
in age, the seeking of support continues. We continue to want to be worried
about and taken care of.
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Even as a child we have been told of the
existence of almighty Bhagavan who is compassionate and that sincere prayers
to him do not go unanswered.
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When we trust him and depend on him, we find
that he also lets us down. We are unable to entirely rely on him even though
we would like to rely on Him.
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Our everyday experience also confirms our
thinking since all transactions are based on the distinction between
each of us and the rest. We, constituted of the body, the mind and the sense-organs, are the subject and all others are objects.
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Physically, we cannot do everything that we
want to or protect ourselves while facing stronger adversaries. Emotionally,
our mind is subject to varying moods, like being calm or agitated, or being
happy or unhappy. Intellectually, we find that certain subjects are beyond
our grasp.
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When the fulfillment of a given desire takes
place, we find that there is hushed silence in the mind and there is peace
and joy.
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We are pleased with ourselves. At that time, we
find ourselves to be the one who is not a desirer. But, as we have an
all-embracing sense of dissatisfaction, very soon our mind picks up one want
after another and the “I want
..., I want ..., I want ...” stream of thoughts continues to flow in our mind
and we cease to remain a person who is at peace with himself.
What we lack may be different at various points
of time. But that we are wanting is constant.
This is why we require nothing but ourselves with our thoughts to be uneasy and unhappy.
And…. This
journey of a life with lack of fulfilment continues…..
Love.
“Embodiments of Love, Students!
Whatever you have learnt here, share it with others. It is not enough if you share it with others, you too should put your knowledge into practice and derive benefit therefrom. We prepare many delicious items at home and serve them to the guests. Is it not necessary that we should also partake of them?
Likewise, we should digest the Vedic knowledge we have acquired and also share it with others. All types of knowledge have originated from the Vēdas. That is why the Vēda is extolled as sarva vijñāna sampatti (the treasure chest of knowledge). But unfortunately, we are not making proper use of such a treasure. Share your knowledge to the extent you have acquired. Never forget what you have learnt. With sincere effort, you will certainly be able to attain sākṣhātkāra. Those of you who wish to have the vision of God should digest the Vedic wisdom you have acquired and share it with others.”
Bhagavān Sri Sathya Sai Baba – Discourse on 19 October 2004
