Saturday, August 26, 2017

Essence of Vedanta- Last Post 45

Dear All,


As mentioned in the previous post, He gives below the instant outpour on a Friday morning in 2012, seated in a morning meditation at a devotee's place in Muscat. 

How the pour emerged from within, how He could contain the pour and still sit normally throughout the archana, How He could rush home and recapture the pour that emerged from within and pen down the same- ALL THESE ARE MIRACLE WHICH CANNOT BE EXPLAINED AT ALL!!!


In the last few posts he has given his own spiritual evolvement not for speaking about himself but as a case study for all present and future generation's spiritual seekers on how evolvement takes place step by step. 

This would remain in internet even after the author passes away. 

Love.

PS. As clearly mentioned by him in a previous post, he awaits suggestion from readers on what to take-up next. 

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SONG OF "I"

I AM I

I REMAINED UNAWARE OF I

A COSMIC VIBRATION CAME, 
WITH THE ENERGY BORROWED FROM I, 
WITH THE I UNAWARE OF SOURCING ITS ENERGY FOR THE VIBRATION TO ARISE

WITH IT, I BECAME AWARE OF I

BUT, WHEN I AM WITHOUT THE CONCEPT OF EVEN THIS COSMIC VIBRATION AND I BECOMING AWARE OF I, 

I SIMPLY REMAIN AS I


I, REMAINING AS I, WITHOUT PROJECTING MYSELF, 
COULD NOT HAVE CREATED, SO, 
I PROJECTED MY POWER AND 
AS PRAKRITI WENT ON TO CREATE, 

I REMAINED AS I

CREATION CAME INTO EXISTENCE, 
MACROCOSM AND THEN MICROCOSM WHEREAS, 
DEVOID OF ALL THESE CONCEPTS, 

I REMAINED AS I

RISHIS ATTEMPTED TO DEFINE ME, 
THEY CONCLUSIVELY ATTRIBUTED SATHYAM, JNANAM AND ANANTHAM TO ME AND DECLARED, 

I AM THE CHANGELESS, BIRTHLESS, DEATHLESS SATHYAM AS I EXISTED PRIOR TO EVOLUTION AND WOULD CONTINUE TO BE I, 
REGARDLESS OF THE CHAIN OF EVOLUTION AND INVOLUTION. 

THEY SAID, I AM AWARENESS, JNANAM, 
PURE AND BLEMISHLESS, WITH NO MIND, 
EXISTING AS PURE AWARENESS. 

THEY POINTED OUT THAT I AM ANANTHAM, AS, 
FROM ME, THROUGH ME AND IN ME, 
THE CREATION AROSE AND NOTHING CAN POSSIBLY EXIST BEYOND A SPACE WHERE I DO NOT EXIST. 

PERHAPS THEY ARE TRUE IN THEIR FINDING. 

HOWEVER, DEVOID OF ALL THESE CONCEPTS, 

I REMAIN AS I

THEY PROVED THAT I AM AWARENESS THAT EXISTS BEYOND TIME AND SPACE AND BEYOND LIMITATIONS.  

THEY WROTE IN SRUTHIS THAT LIVING AND NON LIVING BEINGS, NURTURED WITHIN MY DOMAIN, 
CANNOT BE ANYTHING ELSE BUT ME AND HENCE, 

I AM CONTAINED IN

EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, EVERY TIME. 

HOWEVER, 
I REMAINED, (BEYOND THESE CONCEPTS) AS "I".

IN VARIOUS AGES AND VARIOUS TIME, SPACE, 
TO TEACH HUMANITY, 
I INCARNATED IN FLESH AND BLOOD IN VARIOUS FORMS. 

HOWEVER, I REMAIN UNATTACHED TO ALL THOSE FORMS OF MINE AND 
I REMAIN AS "I"

AS JIVA, I AM AWARE THAT I AM ATMAN, 

AS ISWARA, I AM AWARE THAT I AM BRAHMAN, 

AMIDST CREATION, I AM AWARE THAT I AM ALL PERVADING, 

IN PRALAYA, I AM AWARE THAT EVERYTHING HAS RETURNED TO ME AND MERGED IN ME, 
ONLY TO UNDERGO ANOTHER EVOLUTION THROUGH MY PROJECTED  POWER, PRAKRITI.

 I AM GURU, I AM DISCIPLE, I AM PARENT, I AM CHILD, 
I AM GOD AND I AM DEVOTEE, 

I AM THE CREATOR AND I AM THE CREATION, 
I AM MICRO AND MICROCOSM, 

I AM BRAHMAN, I AM BRAHMAN, I AM BRAHMAN, 

I HAVE ALL THESE WONDERFUL RELATION LESS RELATIONSHIPS IN AND WITH EXISTENCE

HOWEVER

 IN THE DEPTH OF SILENCE, 

BEYOND ALL CONCEPTS, 
I DO NOT WITNESS MY CREATION, 

I AM NEITHER BRAHMAN, NOR ATMAN, 
NOR CREATION, NOR CREATED, 
NEITHER JIVA, NOR ISWARA, 
NEITHER SATHYAM, NEITHER ANANTHAM, NOR JNANAM, 
NEITHER A WITNESS OF COSMIC VIBRATION, NEITHER SAGUNA, NOR NIRGUNA, 
NEITHER ADVAITA, NOR DVAITA 

BEYOND ALL CONCEPTS, ALL YOGAS, ALL VEDAS, 
ALL VEDANTHA, ALL DEFINITIONS AND ALL ATTRIBUTES, 

I REMAIN AS I

IN SILENCE  I ROAR, "I AM I' AND MY ROAR IS UNHEARD ABOUT WHICH I AM UNAWARE, AS, 

I REMAIN AS "I". 
  


I AM I



Hari Aum Tatsat.





2 comments:

  1. Pranams to the Essence,

    Have been blessed with three songs so far from my Guru… I am Brahman, I am I and Song of Sadhaka.

    Have been into this Song of I (I am I) for the past two days and still it flashes a wonder as to how it could come out of my Guru. It is then understood that there is no specific will to create. It is just a perennial flow which just happens. It is a ceaseless flow of that inexplicable state which is indescribable in limited words but Source being Source could be the only One who could bring such simple yet profound words to life, to make the sadhaka experience the flow in exactly the same way how my Guru would have felt at that moment less moment when He actually poured.

    The Song of I immediately banished the sadhaka to anonymity in a moment as though only the song and remained as "I" prevailed all along.

    The first thing which was received from Guru was Nirvana Shatakam in 2011 where how one could rise above all dualities and merge into THAT One was vividly put forth. A year later when this song was poured, the immediate connection with Nirvana Shatkam was established. Though the tone and the essence may apparently feel contrasting, believe me, there is not even a speck of difference between the two. Only the level at which this was delivered could be related.

    In the initial phase, these pours were like watching an alien ship, not knowing exactly what to do. But the faith and the belief that was posed into Guruji, enabled me to overcome the bewilderment and start practicing the pours. Nirvana Shatakama lines were very effective. Each and every line had a practical application and implication. When I reached to the epitome – Aham Bhojanam Naiva Bhojyam Na Bhokta – this is where the magnitudinal change occurred which set a clear path for me in search of AtmaSakshatkara.

    When this song was poured, it got all the more certain of the way on which I was treading.

    The focus was completely amended… While in Nirvana Shatakam, I was trying to validate all external factors and slowly doing away with them, Song of Self or I Am I pour, confirmed the existence of all such external factors within the I and how even then it was unaware of the I to remain effectively as “I”. How can one sit on his own shoulder? When everything is contained within, there is no necessity to even have any kind of senses to see, hear or feel to assign individuality and become aware.

    It is indeed very difficult to put in limited words, such an eternal experience. One needs to be live through it to realize it.

    Now the same pour after 5 years drives the sadhaka into another more elevated plane. Senses though are active yet they reflect only the Self within each and every thing outside of me. This is the power of this song. It activates the Self within and without and envelopes all ephemeral bodies to merge, never to emerge.

    Pranams and Prostrations
    Hari Aum Tat Sat

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  2. With prostration at the GURU's feet....

    Swami guided the jiva named Deviprasad to the GURU, who was teaching Bhajans with a high spiritual expressions. Within a few days the bhajan practice sessions was so addictive due to the vedantic expressions which gave a unique experience in between the forehead and when asked the GURU as to why it happened - GURU graciously accepted as His sadhaka and the journey started!!!!
    Sadhaka who was at a minus spiritually, was held by Him personally and taken step by step into the the Purpose of Life and so on!!! It is mystical and expressions cease to pour out as the path in which was traveled was never ever planned / sequenced!!! It just flowed / poured from within Him!!!
    One such unique SUPERNAL pours was this Song of I / I AM I.
    The experiences happening within while contemplating and most beautiful gift was that He - the GURU was gliding and guiding through out on every day contemplation. With such closeness which gave inexplicable happening within, had dramatically changed sadhaka.
    The individual identity was erased. The Objective world suddenly started focusing on the Subjective Inward joureny!!!! Unbelievably the Silence within began to overshadow the Ego I-ness, submerging it forever in it.
    It was unknown about His state of Brahman, where He ever Is, from where as Source He was, from where He was pouring such Source Songs, for sadhakas to elevate to the highest level spiritually!!!!!
    Living for the Real World transformed to existence as Truth, by adhering to the Shravanam, Mananam & Nidhidyasanam of such mystical Songs intutively coming out from Him!!!!
    After 5 / 6 years when He gives yet another opportunity for sadhaka to dwell and immerse in the Essence pour (He exists in the same state then and now) the stateless state in which sadhaka has glided with Him through the journey, the experience is in such level where ALL is that Supreme I - the Supreme SELF Alone!!! Neither there is GURU nor sishya!!! All that is, is I AM I - which is Beyond the Beyond!!!!
    To experience one has to Surrender completely to the GURU, who is the only one who can guide us to the eternal Happiness - I AM I!!!!

    Humble Pramans and prostrations
    Hari Aum Tatsat

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